Hateby ~rosuto-kia

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I own Nyx and the book she comes from.

I do not want to live anymore. My mother, deceased, my father, a rapist. My 'siblings', monsters made from taboo. The only friend I ever had was killed for being 'imperfect', then had a portion of her body cut off just so these monsters could traumatize me more. Moments ago, they put her arm into a blender with several bugs of assortment, then forced me to swallow the mixture. I couldn't gag myself, they bonded my arms and legs to prevent such. They broke the containers onto the ground they forced me on, then locked me in this small room to rot away to madness.
I want to die, I want to kill, I want to cry and scream and bust my lungs to get out all this pain.
But I can't.
My voice shatters every few minutes, giving my lungs time to rest, and my eyes are wrapped so tight I can't shed a single tear. I hate this place, I hate these people. I want to be freed from here. I want to escape this hell. If there is a God, kill me now so I don't have to suffer anymore. Please.